He Was A Vírgin But He Lied About It
He was a virgin but he lied about it. Two weeks into the relationship he came out clean that he hadn’t done it before. He apologized for lying and I told him it didn’t change anything. I asked if he wanted to remain green until marriage and he told me he was ready to explore. He was ready to learn with me because he would be very proud to say somewhere that I was the one who taught him.
The first time was terrible. This guy was shaking throughout the action. When I asked what the problem was he said he was ok. He hadn’t done anything but he was sweating. I didn’t teach him anything. I just let him have his way so he could snap out of the body vibration moment.
He came around another time and started touching me. Immediately I responded to his touch, he started shaking, sweating, and speaking with a stutter. I didn’t want to go any further but he begged for it and made the point that it was because everything was new. The third time the same thing happened. The fourth time was worse. I told him there wouldn’t be a fifth time. He asked me, “So where should I go and learn it from?”
That’s the problem. Marriage is the end goal for us. I love him and I can’t leave him because of that but it also embarrasses me and takes the joy out of me when I see him shaking like he’s entering a shrine for the first time. My question is, is this normal? How can I help him from shaking? I mean visible vibration oooo. Like he’s being operated by a motor. I can’t teach a vibrating boy where to pick his onions and where to place his apples. I need help before we marry. He’s twenty-eight and I’m twenty-five.
